Monday, March 10, 2008

The World, The New Creation

Every morning I wake up and I say to myself, I am going to have an incredible day. Sometimes It is a incredible wonderful one and sometimes it is not. But I start my day, thinking only positive and joyous things. I want to be known for my upbeat viewpoint, my thinking the best about everyone, my caring heart. I want to be known for the smiles that I have shared, for the hugs that I have given, for the warmth that carried as my aura.

I am working on myself and have decided to take some classes about relationships, so I can know what to do in the next one and what not to do. To find that center within myself so I do not give so completely that I forget about myself. I need to learn about boundaries and what love entails. Does it include me giving you my soul and you expecting it? I don't think so. I think it means that in being ourselves with each other, we learn to love and accept the parts that are different and not place an emphasis on our differences but on the things that bring us together.

I am hoping that love comes knocking softly at my door, smiles at me and takes me into the warmth, on the outskirts, the fringes of passions fires, lays next to me and eternity begins. I just hope that I recognize it and understand and accept everything my loves is as I want them to do for me!

My wishes for the next few months is to open myself up to possibilities, to not be afraid and let fear go, in all aspects of my life, to grow and feed my soul with inspiration and love. I hope that for the world, I hope that for each soul that is breathing.

I learned about my grandmother and grandfather that they had a grand passion from the moment that they met. They had hard circumstances that had affected them in thier lives but they still loved each other. The younger generations do not want to think about our parents passion, or our grandparents but that is a gift that they give us, each time we look in the mirror, we see ourselves, but we are a fruit of that passion, of that love. Why are we so afraid to talk about it? It is the cornerstone of the world turning, of love songs being sung of babies being born and yet it is only talked about in whispers, in giggles, in silence. We should hug the older couples who have made it this far, we should tell them how much thier love has affected us, we should being it up to our parents and say wow, I am so glad that you two met and allowed yourselves to fall in love, what a gift!

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