Thursday, November 1, 2007

The World of my journey

So friends, last night I was thinking about coincidences and sychronicity and was wondering if I pay attention all the time to the signs that are being shown to me. I think I have mono-vision focus, work, work, work...I get up and get ready for work, at work I stay moving and busy, coming home, I prepare dinner and then get ready for, yup, you guessed it, work tomorrow morning. It is a continous cycle.

On this new pathway of discovery, I am trying to make myself more aware of the little things, like taking a moment to breathe, really feeling the emotion I am in and then releasing it, of not numbing myself out, of seeing the little joys that surround me and being grateful for them. I think it is this thought of gratitude that is helping me stay aware. As I drive I verbally say a list of things that I am grateful for. My personal game is that I cannot repeat items that I have already said. This makes me take the time to examine my life, look at all of those moments and find the positive in it all. It takes work, but it has helped me re-focus my perspective on things.

There have been moments in my life that have defined my choices, made me search my soul and my beliefs and when I think about what all transpired at those times, I can see that they were full of coincidences and moments of synchronicity. I am trying to reflect on that and see in my current situation, if there are signs of change happening to me.

I want to be present and a participant in my life, not an numb robot. I am discovery the me that is and in that discovery, I learn more about my world and all the possibilities that there are in it. I can create my world today as I seek for signs and ask to be aware of the signs as they are happening to me.

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